DONUTGIRL

I.
Am.
Starting.
To.
Regret.
Ever.
Getting.
A.
Webcam.
Can I please scream at the top of my lungs right now? But I wont; because I can’t. Because my mother is in the house and she’d send me to woodbridge with the real weirdos. I’m not letting that happen. Not a cat’s chance in hell. Never!!
What if I really get sent to woodbridge? D: My life will be over!!!
Okay. Why I’m regretting??
PEOPLE, STOP ASKING ME TO TURN ON MY WEBCAM FOR YOUR VIEWING. I mean, as in the people I barely know! Like those weirdos who just add my msn for the fun of it although I don’t even know you & later when you see me online you ask me who I am. Like, you added me! And then a few seconds later, invite me to start webcam. [starts singlish speech for the fun of it] I slap your face then you know hor!! My slap is very powderful orhkay!!
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D:

sorry for being so fierce

~
You can view the videos of us (siying, juitying, carlers and I) on Siying’s blog. I’m lazy to upload them to youtube and post them here. But I will, post pictures. We went to the playground near Juit Ying’s house after school ended (That last bell that ends the school day never fails to make me smile).

Okay, I’m super tired. I’m just gong to upload one that I edited. You can view the other pictures in Siying’s blog. I’d post those she didn’t post another time, okay?

honestly, i suck at photoshop. D: But I’m learning, k? slowlyyy. Well I was just playing around some images yesterday with filter and brushes. Here’s two of what I was playing around with.

Me & Rachel. The onion and the porqupine. If you don’t get it…well look at our hair. She calls me onion because er…she thinks I have onion shaped hair? o.o And by looking at the spikes on her head…who wouldn’t call her porqupine? xDDD if she sees this she’s going to kill me. Not like she dares too anyway. muahahha

Rachel: Si onion (die, onion)
Me: What? Not happy ah? (just acting)
Rachel: (angrily) Not happy la!
Me: Attitude ah? (‘disiao’ voice)
Rachel: *starts laughing*

you see? She won’t kill me.

This will scare the shit out of you

Instructions:
Remove ONE question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.

1. Who is your all-time inspiration?
Dad. Because you have been supporting me since the day I was born. I love you.

2. Have you given your first kiss away?
No.

3. If you were to be stranded on a deserted island, who are the 3 blog buddies you would take with you? Why?
Blog buddies huh? I’d drag Caitlin, Bao, Winnie. Because they roleplay SP and i heard it entertained everybody.

4. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
River of venice

5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
All my wishes to come true.

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
Yes. But i haven’t seen one since camp.

7. What are you afraid to lose the most now?
Friends.

8. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
Donate to charity, probably shop till i drop.

9. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
no. I’m afraid of rejection after seeing how hurt my friend got after being rejected.

10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
CAITLIN PAULA DONNE LYE: Funny, approachable, spazzy!

11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?

I MEAN . Other half may have to look something like ^
Funny, nice, caring.

12. Which type of person do you hate the most?
bitches.

13. What is your ambition?
Write for a magazine; maybe write a novel.

14. If you have faults, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet?
Point out.

15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
That I have a home to live in; two supporting parents, two lovely siblings (cough to the brother) and a cute little dog. (:

16. Describe yourself. 3pros and 3 cons:
pros : approachable, friendly, short. cons: SHORT.

17. Are you a pessimist?
I don’t think so

18. What is your guilty pleasure?
Chocolate

19. What was the last song you played on your Itunes/ipod?
Take my hand – Simple Plan

20. What makes you different?
I’m not.

I am tagging:
Si Ying, Hariz, Erma, Kevin, Juit ying & ppl who wanna do this.

Dearest Hariz,
First of all, you are one of the best friends of mine. You are one of those I can really trust. And seriously; I don’t want to lose this friendship because of this. We’ve built up a good friendship that I cherish a lot. I hope that what I’m about to say will not affect our friendship.
Now to the main point.

It was not Si Ying who tagged Kevin’s board like this. She is not stupid as to tag your tagboard when you asked to check the computer IP. Don’t you think that if she was the one who tagged Kevin’s blog; she wouldn’t have wanted to tag your’s in such a delightful way? She is not stupid. Even if you never said she was, you’re acting as if it was a crime.

Yes, it was quite a stupid reason to brainstorm out the fact that somebody could have broken into the wireless connection of hers. It was just brainstorming. brainstorming why do you have to penalize me for brainstorming? Kevin and I were the one who brainstormed that. So I’m in the wrong for brainstorming?

And when I asked you about what happened; you were so reluctant to tell me. You even turned away from me twice. I had to shout for you in order to get you to talk to me.

Fine. I cannot force you to believe me and Si Ying. Since you choose to believe a COMPUTER INSTEAD. a FUCKING MACHINE. Yes, you decided to believe a machine instead of one of your best friends. Fine. Don’t believe us. Can it not occur to you that MAYBE cbox screwed up? Because it can happen. In fact it fucking happened to me once.

Too much of a coincidence? Fine. FINE
I cannot make you believe us. Because yeah again, you believe a machine.
I really didn’t want to rant at you like that. But you crossed the line too much.
Kevin never accused Si Ying. But you did. YOU did.

“i think you should tell the truth i wont be angry because you did not scold me.but just tell.and come to us and tell not ask donna to help you tell.”
About that? She didn’t ask me to help her tell you. I chose to. She told me what happened yesterday and was stressed about it because you’re pointing accusing fingers at her. Can you just stop it? I told her that I would talk to you and Kevin about it. It was not her. Can you understand?

I seriously hope so. If you don’t…I have nothing else to say.
It’s your choice if you want to remain as friends. I don’t want to rant on.
But I do not want myself and Siying to become enemies in your eyes.
I want it to be just like it was when we started as friends.

You’re probably getting tired of reading this.
So, bye.

MORE ASIAN TOUR DATES ANNOUNCED! HONG KONG, TAIPEI, SEOUL, MANILA, SINGAPORE, JAKARTA AND KUALA LUMPUR CONFIRMED!!!

In the interest of all of our beloved fans in these wonderful places, we are obliged to urge you to please start getting plenty of rest and take your vitamins. Those who attend these concerts will be rocked like you have never been rocked before…so please consider yourself warned.

The Click Five in their first ever headlining arena shows…are you kidding?

The guys are absolutely going to melt your faces off!

MODERN MINDS AND GREAT TIMES – WORLD TOUR 2008 CONFIRMED DATES

HONG KONG – Star Hall at HITEC – 20 May
TAIPEI, TAIWAN – Convention Center Arena – 23 May
SEOUL, KOREA – Sang Sang Madang – 27 May
MANILA, PHILIPPINES – Araneta – 30 May
SINGAPORE – Singapore Indoor Stadium – 1 June
JAKARTA, INDONESIA – Istora Senyan Jakarta – 4 June
KUALA LUMPUR, MALAYSIA – Arena of the Stars/Genting Resort – 7 June

On sale dates and ticketing details here soon.

And we are not done adding shows yet….

YEAH BABY!! YES YES YES YES!!!
CLICK IS COMING DURING JUNE!!!
YESYESYES!!! AND I CAN GO!!!
on one condition. (by my mother -.-)

I HAVE TO MASTER CANON IN D<<< (SCREAMS)
AVE MARIA <<SCREAMS
MOON RIVER << (Pretty easy, so i’m not screaming)

THREE?? THREEE??????
ARE YOU KIDDING ME??
*stands up straight*

alright, only for click. only for click.
ONLY FOR CLICK!!!!

~*~

My mother says that when Simple Plan comes, I’d have to master another three/four (insert fking) difficult songs.
okay. only for CLICK AND SP. ONLY FOR CLICK AND SP.

ONLY!!!!!

~*~
caitlin can’t go???!!! NOOOO WTF NO!!!! T-T
she has a holiday to go to with her mother.
wtf, no!!!! caitlin!!!! *hugs*
~*~
sorry to the US people who are kinda mad at Asia for tc5 coming, but it’s really not our fault that tc5 aren’t successful in the US. So, peace?

ciao!

Got a little story for ya.
Yesterday was Ivan’s 17th birthday. Caitlin and I took him out for his birthday. Caitlin told me this joke she learned from one of the Winnie(s) in Chatgasm and told me to pull it on Ivan. So it goes like this:

1. Victim starts drinking (anything, water? coke? beer?)
2. Stare at him
3. Make sure he stares back at you
4. Stay that way for a few long seconds.
5. Make sure victim is still drinking.
6. Loudly, shout “PUI!”

it works, actually! He nearly spit out his coke because it shocked him and made him laugh. Anyway, happy 17th birthday, Mr. Iglesias. (:
May you and Caitlin last forever.
invite me to your wedding too

Why are holidays such a blue time in my life? Holidays are supposed to be fun full of outings and shopping and such; but not for me, apparently. I can never decide which day, what time, and most importantly, where. Never. It always ends up at the same place anyway.

Anyway, currently on SP crack. I’ve been reading some of the stories on the boards, and there are so many good writers there; those that really have the talent in it. Some of the stories scare me though. i will never look at Pierre the same way again <- joking.

ciao.

about the title; no~ there’s nobody I really like now besides idols. Not going to lie, but I miss the feeling of having a crush/infatuation, looking at that person, thinking about that person…dreaming about that person… apparently seeing that person’s name everywhere. I haven’t had a crush in half a year, surprisingly. But of course I like this feeling of not having a crush and feeling super single and free. It’s fun, actually. Being single. You can just worry about being yourself and being with your girlfriends and family.

I changed my header again. yeah. i think this one is nicer although I didn’t put in any effort into making it. (I was lazy)

Well…holidays are relaxing but boring. Still thinking of a day to go out. I’m hungry. As usual. I’m bored. As usual.

I just found out a childhood friend of mine, Wan Yi, has been diagnosed with cancer. Well nobody told me that until I gave her a call just now and found out she’s in intensive care. I’m praying for her; and I really wish I can do something to save her. I haven’t got to talk to her; but I should be visiting her soon. God, can you hear me? I’m praying for her.

Save you by simple plan is totally the same feeling that I’m feeling now.

Save You

Take a breath,
I’ll pull myself together.
Just another step until I reach the door
you’ll never know the way,
it tears me up inside to see you
I wish that I could tell you something to take it all away.

Sometimes I wish I could save you
there’s so many things that I want you to know
I won’t give up till it’s over
if it takes you forever, I want you to know

When I hear your voice,
it’s drowning in the whispers
your just skin and bones
there’s nothing left to take
and no matter what I do
I can’t make you feel better
if only I could find the answer
to help me understand

Sometimes I wish I could save you
there’s so many things that I want you to know
I won’t give up till its over

if it takes you forever, I want you to know

[that] If you fall, stumble down,
I’ll pick you up off the ground.
If you lose faith in you,
I’ll give you strength to pull through.
Tell me you won’t give up,
cause I’ll be waiting here if you fall
you know I’ll be there for you

if only I could find the answer,
to take it all away

Sometimes I wish I could save you
there’s so many things that I want you to know
I won’t give up till its over
if it takes you forever, I want you to know

ohh, ohh
I wish I could save you…
ohh, ohh
I want you to know…
Ohh, ohh
I wish I could save you…

I need an outing with my girlfriends. Please? Anywhere except Bugis, I need to watch a movie. Like seriously. We haven’t gone out since valentine’s day. And it’s the march holidays. And I am bored at home. So I’ve started writing a Fic to keep myself busy. I’m enjoying writing it a lot. Haven’t written anything in ages.

Anyway…Currently addicted to Nine in the Afternoon by Panic! At the disco. Ryan Ross has that whole good looking face; agreed? But he kinda looks a bit like a girl. But yes, he is pretty good looking. Not really my type, but yes. Brandon Urie is pretty good looking too. Well; that’s bands for ya!

Nine In The Afternoon lyrics

Back to the street where we began,
Feeling as good as lovers can, you know,
Now we’re feeling so good.

Picking up things we shouldn’t read,
Looks like the end of history as we know,
It’s just the end of the world.

Back to the street where we began,
Feeling as good as love, you could, you can.

Into a place, where thoughts can bloom,
Into a room where it’s nine in the afternoon ,
And we know that it could be,
And we know that it should,
And you know that you feel it too,
‘Cause it’s nine in the afternoon.

And your eyes are the size of the moon,
You could ’cause you can so you do,
We’re feeling so good,
Just the way that we do
When it’s nine in the afternoon .

Your eyes are the size of the moon,
You could ’cause you can so you do,
We’re feeling so good.

Back to the street,
Down to our feet,
Losing the feeling of feeling unique,
Do you know what I mean?

Back to the place,
Where we used to say,
Man it feels good to feel this way,
Now I know what I mean.

Back to the street, back to the place,
Back to the room where it all began,
Back to the room where it all began,
‘Cos it’s nine in the afternoon.

And your eyes are the size of the moon,
You could ’cause you can so you do,
We’re feeling so good,
Just the way that we do,
When it’s nine in the afternoon.

Your eyes are the size of the moon,
You could ’cause you can so you do,
We’re feeling so good,
Just the way that we do,
When it’s nine in the afternoon,

Your eyes are the size of the moon,
You could ’cause you can so you do,
We’re feeling so good,
Just the way that we do,
When it’s nine in the afternoon.

okay, I’ve changed my header. Hope you like it. It only has David inside; but I couldn’t find any others. So…I mashed three pictures together and smudged it a little here and there. I think i screwed the middle image. But. I’m pretty pleased with it. It’s simple and yeah.

Enjoy! (: gonna watch some tv now

1. Changed the template. Well… I have decided to step away from darkness. And well… this was the nicest template that I could find. its the same as Bao’s, but I hope she doesn’t mind (: I’m still on a hunt for a nice SP picture that can fit into the header. Or maybe I’d just find random pictures and mash them together. But…I’m too lazy. (:

2. I think most people know what ‘STFU’ stands for. I’d keep it clean so I’m not going to say the four letter word out. Well during lessons Carlers and I were having a ‘dispute’ (we always do that in the name of fun) and we kept spelling out insulting names to each other. Bahaha, I pwned her badly! >:3 Because er…I could spell it faster. I guess. She called me stupid and bitch. LOL. I spelled out Moron and whore and slut. BAHAHHA. and pedophile.

Oh and after that we were thinking. Like, imagine if somebody doesn’t know what STFU means. And you say STFU to the person. And well, people will try to get the spelling into their heads and doesn’t know that such a word called STFU exists. They’d probably be like

uh…s-t-f-u…? ste-foo?

Now, whenever we say STFU we use it in a less crude form by saying STEFOO instead of STFU. You gotta try to pronounce STFU to actually get it. (:

3. Today was Prize giving ceremony day. It was okay I guess. Nothing too fun; because there was like 3-4 hours of giving the prizes away. I got best in English; and well, I’m pretty pleased with myself because I almost thought Rong You would snatch it away from me. Hello Rong You! >:3 like please… stop acting like as if you have to win every single thing in class. You’re already the top in class; so appreciate that. *points*

Okay just in short; one word to describe everything: Boring. Yes I was high (as usual) and started saying weird things and making weird noises that people would stare at me and laugh. And sometimes get annoyed. I’m becoming an irritant.

And siying pulled my skirt.

And i pulled her’s too.

the whole world saw.

My PE. pants.

=p BAHAHAHAHAH SIYING I WORE PANTSSSS.

OWNED OWNED OWNED *smacks self*

okay im getting high again.

4. I have shooting for a movie on wednesday in the 4T1 classroom. I’m pretty stoked that the production company is using our school for a filming location. Not gonna lie though; I’m pretty pissed it’s on Wednesday. Because there’s piano on wednesday too. Man I’m packed on wednesdays all the time. It’s annoying. Well…middle of the weeks are never fun anyway. You’re always jam-packed.

ciao.